The rain and thunder loomed over us.  This time I swore I would defeat her, there was no other way; her mind was completely taken.  Of all of us: why her?  Why me?  I wanted adventure and excitement, but nothing like this.

I hovered above her with my hands still around her throat.  I killed her, but at the same time, it was not me.  He killed her because I could not bring myself to do it. I had to sit in the back of my mind and watch him do it.  All because I was too weak to do what had to be done. But that still did not make it right.  I saw as her life was drained away by my own hand.

The dark glow from her gem faded away.

It’s raining so hard I can’t tell what’s rain and what’s tears.  I wanted to forget but the memories kept repeating over in my mind, I want everything to just stop.  I want the fighting to stop.  I want the suffering to stop.  I never wanted this.